The Faith I Found in God
A true story of pain, waiting, and the quiet strength that faith builds when life falls apart.
This book is for the in-between seasons,
when prayers feel unanswered,
when waiting feels endless,
and when trusting God feels harder than ever.
(Available as paperback and digital ebook)
“I didn’t read this book quickly, and I don’t think it was meant to be.
It met me in a season where I was tired of pretending my faith was strong when it felt quiet instead. Every chapter felt like permission to slow down, to ask hard questions, and to trust God without rushing the process”
-Early Reader
What you'll find inside the book
Inside this book, you’ll journey through:
The waiting room of faith
Why God delays, and how waiting builds strength instead of weakness
Falling and rising again
How failure, shame, and loss can become foundations for restoration
Faith after loss
What to do when life collapses but God still whispers “trust Me”
From pain to purpose
How God turns scars into testimony and silence into a voice
Patience as a spiritual weapon
Why patience isn’t weakness, it’s preparation
Author’s Note
I didn’t write this book because I had everything figured out.
I wrote it because I didn’t.
The Faith I Found in God was born in seasons where answers were slow, prayers felt quiet, and faith had to be chosen daily, sometimes without clarity.
This book holds the things I learned while waiting.
The questions I asked God when certainty was unavailable.
The faith I found not in loud breakthroughs, but in staying.
If you’re reading this while rebuilding trust with God, learning to wait without losing hope, or simply trying to believe again, this book was written with you in mind.
— Esther .D. Olabode
More Words Are Coming
This Is Only the Beginning
The Faith I Found in God is the first of many.
Esther is still writing, still reflecting, still becoming.
This book marks the beginning of her journey as an author, not the conclusion of it.
More stories, more reflections, and more words shaped by faith are on the way.
This will not be her last book.
If this book met you where you are, stay close.
There is more coming.
Be the first to know when the next book is released.